My name is Koyu. And I’m on a journey that started with my obsession with clothes, food, and everything in between. It started with my being honest with myself and so far, the truth really isn’t easy to handle.
Back in November 2010 I was nearly 200 lbs. I am still trying to find pictures of myself back then but I also was really good at finding the delete button or “untagging” myself (you know who you are!). One year later I’m 40 lbs. lighter with a little more energy and drive. I hope to end with some accomplishment of my ultimate goal: to be the best version of myself. I could give you a “goal weight” but I was never a numbers gal (English major in college). I really just want to have fun at the gym. Use less weights when I’m scuba diving. Not need to go one size up. Run up Koko Head. Do a 5K. Maybe the Honolulu Marathon in 2012. The small stuff, you know.
I will be writing about things I don’t like to talk about…. weight, depression, anxiety, stress, self-loathe. I hope to write more about motivation, transformations and accomplishments. My quest to “get fit” is an ugly one (hey, I’m being honest) so I encourage many of you to turn to other positive blogs to seek inspiration.
So you’ve been warned!